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yougiveloveabaaadname) wrote2011-01-28 11:54 am
yougiveloveabaaadname) wrote2011-01-28 11:54 am
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Memory 1
whoops, wanted to put this up before
Received: Day 5, Game (n/a) - Default Memory
1st Memory - Trivial Negative: ❖ it's dangerous to go alone, take this (v7ch42 p8-9)
What happened in the memory:
WhatSanzo Sky learned:
Sky is ... not sure what to make of all this. He thinks something bad might have happened which was the direct cause of him leaving as well as feeling depressed enough to make him think of killing himself, but has no idea what. All he really knows is that he felt mild irritation at the beginning when the older man was sort of preaching at him, then shock at the all the weapons being in the temple, and then a ... grim satisfaction of handling the gun.
Received: Day 5, Game (n/a) - Default Memory
1st Memory - Trivial Negative: ❖ it's dangerous to go alone, take this (v7ch42 p8-9)
What happened in the memory:
What
- Obviously a childhood memory, he figures anywhere 11-14 years old?
- He's in a temple surrounded by mountains, the temple is protected somehow, safe
- The older man respects him to a certain degree even though he's a kid, or at least looks at him somewhat fondly
- Was worried enough about him to give him a weapon
- ... but weapons aren't supposed to be in the temple?
- He's apparently leaving!
- He has more to fear from humans than these things called "evil spirits"
- The gun felt heavy in his hand, but he liked it
- VAGUELY SUICIDAL THOUGHTS?? though nothing immediate
- Why does he want to shoot himself in the head one day :(
Sky is ... not sure what to make of all this. He thinks something bad might have happened which was the direct cause of him leaving as well as feeling depressed enough to make him think of killing himself, but has no idea what. All he really knows is that he felt mild irritation at the beginning when the older man was sort of preaching at him, then shock at the all the weapons being in the temple, and then a ... grim satisfaction of handling the gun.